Monday, December 24, 2007

Stress Anyone?




So, the only thing I’ve bought so far in one frozen turkey…that’s it.

I meant to go shopping this morning, yet, when I awoke and looked at the clock it was already 11:00 am. I barely had time to shower at 100 mph, and get to my study group. I guess I was just physically too exhausted.
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I am sorry I’ve been too exhausted to write on the blog as well. I’ve felt kind of bad about it since Peter sent me an e-mail saying he is an avid reader, and to wish me happy holidays.

Awww…so sweet of you (muahh), I will do a sexy dance just for you Christmas Day.

You see, my practical side tells not Santa nor is anyone else going to give me my extended trip abroad next year, so here I am…earning it.

What to say regarding my temporary gig at a restaurant? It is a lesson to say the least. I’ve been demoted from diva status, where my boss knows to steer away from me on occasion, to a place that is similar to the Twilight Zone.

This is a lesson in practice in the Karmic wheel of life. The other day, a woman came with her date, and she provoked me, yet all I did was give her a sarcastic smile, with a glimpse of my true character in my unflinching stare.
There was nothing remarkable about her, except I could deduct that her condescending attitude really did give her an ugly bend. While I don’t think I am petty or intentionally cruel, I am aware that I am paying with accrued interest, the times I’ve been a royal bitch.

Not all is bad; I am running on my feet 8 hours a day, and this is really making a difference. When I look in the mirror, I am pleasantly surprised that I am getting in shape. Besides, looking at food all day, kind of reduces the appetite.

I observe the people I work with, and those that come in. I will comment on that at a later date.
So have to plan my elaborate meal and cook it tomorrow night, with absolutely no time to shop. Who needs sleep?